When I think about all the things that I think will make me happy, it's a lot easier for me to define them now. I use to want a serious relationship, lots of friends, kids and a puppy. Somehow I got wrapped up in the wrong relationship, and I ignored all the signs that we were wrong for each other. I've stopped tying my "happiness" to a person or thing, but tying it to my ability to do the things I want to do. I've been running, eating healthy, putting myself through college, and traveling wherever I want to go. I feel like I've taken the last year of my life and given myself a hard reset. My old work out is now my warm up. I can't lose weight because I'm all muscle. I'm going to be the first one in my family to get an MBA, and I'm the first one to move away from home.
I took a deep breath, and focused on the fact that I only have two minutes left ... plus one more run tomorrow. One more run ...
364 Miles Down 3 Miles to Go